I THINK im gay? help?

ok well im 13 aand male and love radley steven perry but just hit pueburty so who knows i just love bradley steven perry iwish i could like hug and kiss him. i think im gay because what i just siad and because i act diffrent than other guys like they are always talk about gore blah blah war blah and im like piont and nice and blah. so what you think. i have asked questions in this category alot and hope this is my last one. so what you think? i dont want to be gay like seriously i dont